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| oh xanga. I had forgotten about you. Lately a torrent of emotions and thoughts have just consumed my mind. Its almost overbearing. There are no real words that I can piece together to really express what I feel. I guess I should have known how hard it would be. The naive part of me just needed to hold onto any hope that things would have ended in a more amicable manner. Its still hard when I drive down the streets of home: past the riverwalk, past the library, past the target, past the movie theaters. Memories just wash over me. That's life though. Growing up. Things change. As much as I want to hold onto the remaining years of my adolescent years, I have to grow up and frankly, it scares me. Everything is just changing around me and there's absolutely nothing I can do to stop it. But I find through it all, I can hold onto the reassurance that God is faithful and God is sovereign. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. The one steady constant in this static and mobile world. No matter how lost I get or how alone I feel at times, I know I simply have to reach out my hand and grip the firm, loving hand of my Heavenly Father. Thank you for your unfailing love that knows no bounds and your precious gift of life. It makes things easier when we remember the simple things in life.
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I don't really write here anymore. Not that I really write there either haha
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| One night I dreamed a dream.
I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to me and one to my Lord.
When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. There was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.
"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You, You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."
He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints...
It was then
that I
carried you
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I`M
happy?
RAWR, SCHOOOL BITES
but
ilu x3 | | |
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